The MuchMuch Bigger Picture

Misunderstanding. Miscommunication. Disagreement. Difference of opinion. Arguement. Fight. War.
It is so easy to become consumed by every single thing that isnt "just right", too easy to let every mole hill explode into volcanic destruction. Even things that seem like big, huge, gigantic, enormous life shattering things could become lost and forgotten forever as if they had no meaning at all in the face of a truely catastrophic, life changing or even life ENDING event.
Today is a dark gloomy rainy day...sad day. Maxx and Madness had a rough morning. Details...withheld. Then I came to work and stumbled upon THIS.
My point is... if I woke up tomorrow and had to face the reality of his death ... Id grieve wholy for all of the time we had together that we squandered in favor of anger and argument.